I just heard with the time difference and all.. I'm so sorry for your loss.. Please send my deepest condolences to your mother..

From what I remember, your father was such a jovial and happy man. It was definitely too early for him to go. I lost my father when I was 23. At 15, I just can't imagine what you're going through.
Just remember that God must love him so much to take him away this early in your life.
It's ok to cry. Cry all you want. Then one day soon enough, the pain will lessen and you'll start to remember all the good memories you've shared as a family. Don't worry, your dad will always be looking down and watching over you. Just thank God that you have your mummy and brothers there with you to share this loss.. Always remember that there are always others who are more unfortunate than you and God has His plans for all of us.

Please be strong for your mother and don't forget to cry whenever you feel like crying. It's always ok to cry.
Take care and again I'm so sorry for your and your family's loss..
Mine and abg aza's doa and Al-fatihah to your late father.

Feel free to write to me if you need anyone to talk to..

Sincerely, kakShasha.